I hope this moment is the beginning
I hope this moment is the continuation
Yet, this moment feels & seems far from grasp
Fear sets in
Worries bading their time at the door
That moment seems further than I hope it will be
Yet, calling it quit will ends it all
No, I can’t and I shouldn’t,
Shaking off this coat of reluctance that has unknowningly built up over time.
I close my eyes, darkness looms
And tighter, pricking my ears
A heaviness greets me
I draw a deep breath.
Hold, 1 2 3 …… Puff!
And again……
Where is that moment?
That moment of peace, of hope and light?
I missed the cheers from those triumphant moments
The shouting and the joy from the wins
Where?
No answers.
Time probably will answer
Time will tell when that moment has arrived.