Time Will Tell

I hope this moment is the beginning

I hope this moment is the continuation

Yet, this moment feels & seems far from grasp

Fear sets in

Worries bading their time at the door

That moment seems further than I hope it will be

Yet, calling it quit will ends it all

No, I can’t and I shouldn’t,

Shaking off this coat of reluctance that has unknowningly built up over time.  

I close my eyes, darkness looms

And tighter, pricking my ears

A heaviness greets me

I draw a deep breath.

Hold, 1 2 3 …… Puff!

And again……

Where is that moment? 

That moment of peace, of hope and light?

I missed the cheers from those triumphant moments

The shouting and the joy from the wins

Where?

No answers.

Time probably will answer

Time will tell when that moment has arrived.

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